King Darius
Is it just me or have you ever spent the night  lying awake, worrying about the mistakes you had made during the  daylight hours?  There are times, at night, when I lay there thinking,  “I should have paid more attention when Jen was telling me that story”,  or “I should have asked Jeremiah how his science fair is coming along.”  Even, “Gosh I wish I hadn’t gotten so upset with Mikaylah for forgetting  her homework” and “I shouldn’t have said that to Myrah, or “I should  have spent more time playing with Skyler.”  Sometimes I think that it  will only be by the grace of God that these kids grow up to be capable  adults! 
Is anybody agreeing with me here?  And that is just with  my kids, what about the mistakes I make with Jerry, or at work,  Shouldn’t I have called that friend to check on her… The list goes on  and on! Please tell me I am not alone?? 
Actually, I already know  I am not alone.  From the pages of Daniel, I know that there was a King  who spent a sleepless night regretting his choices.  The story is a  familiar one and comes from the 6th chapter. 
King Darius is the  guy who can identify with me.  He made a decision, well actually since  he was king he made a law.  He decreed that for thirty days, anyone who  prayed to any god or man except him would be thrown into the lion’s den.  
I am sure you can see the problems with that from the get go  but Darius was feeling pretty good about himself at the time he made the  law.  You see, he didn’t come up with this idea on his own.  His advisers, the administrators and satraps gave it to him.  I am guessing  he was patting himself on the back thinking how amazing it was that  these wise guys thought he was worthy of that kind of worship. 
If  you know the story, you know that these “wise guys” were really just  out to get Daniel.  The Bible says, “Now Daniel so distinguished himself  among the administrators and the satraps by his exceptional qualities  that the king planned to set him over the whole kingdom.” (vs 3)
Well  you can imagine the jealousy the other “wise guys” were feeling. They  were so jealous that they plotted and planned a way to get him out of  the way.  But the Bible goes on to say, “They could find no corruption  in him, because he was trustworthy and neither corrupt nor negligent.”  (vs. 4)
But let’s get back to our King Darius, the guy who can  relate to me.
King Darius followed the advice, made the law and,  to his great sadness, his #1 guy, Daniel is thrown into the den of  lions.  Let’s pick the story up in verse 16:
“So the king gave  the order, and they brought Daniel and threw him into the lions’ den.   The king said to Daniel, ‘May your God, whom you serve continually,  rescue you!’  A stone was brought and laced over the mouth of the den,  and the king sealed it with his own signet ring and with the rings of  his nobles, so that Daniel’s situation might not be changed.”
The Bible goes on to record that Darius spent the night worrying  about Daniel.  He so regretted what had been done that he couldn’t even  eat or sleep. 
There was something else that Darius  didn’t know.  Verse 17 says, “So that Daniel’s situation might not be  changed.”  Well. Darius didn’t know that we serve a God that can change  any situation, a hole with a rock rolled in front to seal the opening.   (Hey that reminds me of another, even more awesome story, but I guess I  will save it for another day! In case you can’t wait,  you can read it  in Mark 15-16).  What Darius didn’t know is that “Nothing is impossible  with God.” (Luke 1:37)  But he was about to find out. 
When  Darius sees the first hints of daylight he rushes to the den and in “an  anguished voice” he calls for Daniel.  Much to his relief Daniel answers  and walks out unharmed. Hallelujah!
So what can you and I learn  from this?  Well, as I studied this story and took a fresh look at it, I  was reminded that there is nothing I can mess up so badly that God  cannot fix! 
Friend, is there something that you are struggling  with right now?  Something that you think you have messed up so badly  that it is unrepairable?  Take a deep breath, and then hand it  over to God…. Nothing is beyond God’s reach!
 
 
 
          
      
 
  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Marla,
ReplyDeleteI CAN RELATE!!!!!!!!!!
I can't tell you how many times I have lay awake thinking about how I "should have" done something. Motrin PM won't even shut my mind down to sleep. With having 7 kids it is impossible to not mess up with them. Some of my mistakes have impacted their lives in ways that can torment my mind if I allow it and all too often I do allow it. I give it to God and then later turn around and pick it up again and again. Thankfully we do have a God that forgives and can do the seemingly impossible to use these things for good if we only let Him. Thanks for sharing. It is nice to know that I am not alone.
The Lord has blessed you with great insight and wisdom in these blogs. Keep up the good word, er I mean work!
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